"Our stars are not where we last admired them. Our homes crumble and we don't now which place to long for."
- Ann Duyan, A Famous Broken Heart: A Fantasy Novel
"Eloi Eloi lama sabachthani?"
-Jesus of Nazareth
Now I've refocused my attention on the dearest person in my life right now. For it's one thing to have your heart broken. It's an entirely different level of suffering that comes with complete abandonment.
It is, of course, too soon to spill details. That time may actually never come. But my free heart aches once again for someone else who doesn't deserve the pain and the agony of being forsaken. I pray she knows how much I love her and I pray that one day she will know who longs for her and what she longs for. I pray that she will come to believe in the sun again.